I’ve been short on time lately. If any of you live where Right To Work and At Will Employment converge, you might identify with my plight. Hence no writing.
So, let me steal a moment from sleep and at least give you guys a glimpse of the irregular stream of concepts and problems writhing around in my head:
1. I despise where I am. I’m moving. VERY SLOWLY. My house is a construction zone and has been since I bought it. The market is down, but with all the work we’ve put in, I think we’ll make some money to move and to get back in school.
2. My name keeps coming up at a particular former employer as a successor to the CEO. I don’t much care for the job, but it pays well. VERY WELL. In fact, it could finance my own small business on the side, just from my salary. Very lush position, but requires going back to school and abandoning my idea of getting an MALS for a BS in Electrical and Computer Engineering and probably an MBA with other certifications. Most of these things would be provided for by either the company or the President personally. “Fast Track” is like a PentiumII compared to this.
3. I have too many damned interests and the time-line for accomplishing certain personal goals is getting hard to map. I have the immediate problems above, but also, I very much want to start a new academic institution and teach at a minimum of an adjunct level. I know this is a further-off goal, but it had been the focal point for me, until I put thought into (2). After all, the trustees have to come from somewhere and connections and networking are the name of the game in the President’s position.
4. Internal strife within the cohorts. I’m going to be vague here, but there is a situation which begs a decisive action on some body’s part regarding a past act. I always go for the upfront and blunt approach within our circle, but I don’t know if this is going to turn out well any which way it falls. My loyalties are in question to some degree or another and I err toward the idea that silence is not golden and it has done nothing but bring about such situations in the past. My circle has always excelled at bringing out the best and worst in eachother and only because we held ourselves to a strict standard of honesty. If we default by silence, then are we what we once were? What did we gouge each other for? What have we become? That’s all you’ll get. Sorry, but I’m a little off center of the conflict and I don’t want to start a war without certain parties being aware of this one.
5. Computers. I want to customize MacOS X.5. Apple has not provided the means to do this. Third parties are struggling to crack the necessary config. I’m starting to think I’ve have to do it myself. More than that. I’ve decided to skip delving Linux further to learn Python and Pygame. Why? Games require as much or more instant interpretation of user input than an OS and give me a starting point for understanding compilers and source. I have some experience in Future Basic (when it first came out) and DOS (God help me I’m getting old). Python is a wonderful language and Pygame will give me more insight into UI. What’s the objective? To create a Unix compatible, multi-lingual (in the computer-sense) OS. It’ll have to build a library of keys, one for each program, telling it what language it speaks. These keys would be integrated into the user’s experience, rather than emulators which are programs made to run on a particular OS. It would have to understand, not translate. Thus, an OS with the ability to run WOS, MOS, LOS, DOS and other FOSS could take shape. But, this is theory at this time. Back to developing video games in Python and Pygame…
6. Sex. I want it. Soon.
7. My new phone. This is a long story. I’ve had a Sony Ericsson. I had the blue, then I got the black (which was actually the Go-Phone version). Then last week, it died. I think it got wet from the excessive rain we’ve have recently. I got a Samsung a737 in orange. I liked it a lot. I talked to a friend for a while on it and realized it was too slim for my hands and they were cramping something awful. So, I went back, switched to the BlackJack II (i617). Wonderous device. Except the OS. I figured Windows Mobile 6.1 was either going to work for me or I’d hack it and use Symbian/ Linux/ whatever instead. No sir. WM6 was too damn stubborn. I searched for over 12 hours on this and came up with jack shit. I went back, after work, and switched to the a737 (red was the only option available) and got a BlueTooth headset. Monetarily, things will work out alright, but I’m not happy with all of this. My wife was shocked I wanted to turn the BlackJack in (which has superior hardware and then some), rather than hack it. I know, dear readers, this is shocking. But, the truth is, I don’t know mobile phones near as well as I would have liked a few days ago and while it is a project to do, I’d have savored every second of it. But, as the above might tell you, I’m short on time to do this and a wonderful phone which works out of the box with a headset is too convenient at this time. Maybe when I get that iPhone I’ll hack the hell out of it, but for now 1-6 have me all tied-up.
Hope this makes up a little for my absence here. I know it’s not particularly interesting and another dry-spell is always threatening when your employer can and does enforce “mandatory” (i.e. involuntary) overtime. So, please RSS this page if you’ve liked it and I’ll try to get the fuck out of here so I can become regular in my posts. My heartfelt apologies.
AL